update from previous post…
Prayer works. Well whaddya know…
You know, that I’m amazed kind of ticks me off a little. I should be further along my faith journey than this I think. I think when these events happen I should not even flinch when God answers. But I do. Whenever these prayer things happen (not as often as they should), I either feel like its some kind of psychic juju, I’m a closet Charasmatic, nothing wrong with that now, unless you were raised a stiff Baptist <grin> or that I’m going to look like some flaky tv evangelist..(except I could never get my hair that perfectly coiffed; nor do I have time to start making and selling prayer cloths. Oh but Dung if I had just thought of that last month when I was broke(n)…things could have been so different!)
The truth is I believe God would do this everyday for all of us if we just listened and obeyed. Did I not say just in the previous post (backporch blog) that ”our lives are entirely too loud”? I quieted mine internally and then this prayer thing happened that very night. I think it happens to a lot of people but we chalk it up to not sleeping, take a Luminex (edit: ok, someone just emailed me that this is a brand of lightbulb or something, not a drug. oh well…I’m sticking to my story) or a PM and go back to sleep or just lay there whining because we can’t sleep, like I usually do. I challenge you to ask God if He’s waking you up next time and see what happens. If nothing happens, take a PM and go back to sleep. Bet you won’t.
Thanks to those of you who knew this was for you (and know how insecure I am) for taking the time to IM and EM and post or call your encouragement. It *is* good to know that I am not a raving lunatic. To point glory in the right direction and to encourage you that God uses really imperfect/near crazy people (that would be moi) to serve others by praying for them here’s a tidbit from yesterday and btw, most of these situations I knew nothing about. It was…interesting.
Kidney - Jigadijig’s (Laurie and Bill Clark’s) nephew was rushed to the hospital in the middle of the night, rejecting his transplanted kidney. I think God originally woke me up to pray for this kid. It was weird because everyone I know has good kidneys but I prayed anyway.
Transportation - Someone I didn’t even know but reads here is going on a Missions trip next week and the transportation from one long leg of their journey to their destination fell apart and yesterday they found a new transportation. Go B!
The call would come - and it did yesterday. My clients called and the papers are ready to bring their new son home from Nepal. They leave next Thursday to go pick him up! Yay Shannon and Kevin!
A job - one out of the blue and I was able to connect the “need a job” with the “need an employee”. What a blessing. thank you Steve!
That they get this house - and they did. After bidding 30% under asking because that’s all they could afford. Blessings. Yay Vicky and Dave!
And Lots of personal stuff that people are still struggling with.
We really are God’s hands people. “I will get down on my knees and I will pray”. Jewel 1:7 (ha!) This is so not by our power so why don’t we tap in?
Unbelief or Disbelief (two way different things btw) or What?
Now, how to capture that and stay plugged in is my question… See the Strategist/Activator kicking in…oh boy. Somehow I don’t think it works like that.
Do we really believe God is real and EXPECT him to show up in ways only God can?
I think I’m plain chicken. Wouldn’t want to lose too much of my spiritual decorum.ÂÂ


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April 27, 2007 at 10:47 am
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April 25, 2007 at 9:51 am
billclark
G.
This is an interesting tension that I’m not sure I’m ever going to fully understand. Practice is important (”train unto godliness”), performance is important (otherwise what’s all this talk from Paul about running races?) but transformation is what its all about (too many versus to mention) - but what’s cause? what’s effect? what’s the means? what’s the end?
Sometimes it seems like a gestalt test - the more you look at it, the more the images flip back and forth!
April 25, 2007 at 11:22 am
obahsomah
bill clark you are always thinking!
I think the performing part is to perform before one and only one…God. When we set out to proclaim and perform our deeds as something WE are doing, not something God is doing through us, then it is showing off.
Gwen…always getting me thinking way to early! Love you!
April 25, 2007 at 12:01 pm
awarriorprincess
maybe its where the energy is coming from to begin with? maybe when we expect nothing in return? Maybe when we project the shekina shine away from ourselves? maybe when we walk away without having flown our banner at all and make people want to ask “why”?
April 25, 2007 at 1:43 pm
parke
In some unhealthy situations there really is a sense of performance. I think that it’s worthwhile noting that sometimes we mistake things for performance that are healthy. For example, non-profits frequently tout what they are doing. There is a wrong way to do this, but they know that by touting what is being done (via the power of the supporters and with the energy of the receivers) encourages even more people to jump in. And there is a certain amount of that which you’ll see Paul doing in his letters. He praises what some people over here are doing in a letter that will go around so that others will be jealous to do good things.
There’s also an element of praising God. One of my roles in life is to praise God in my writing. Part of that is pointing out miraculous moments that are clearly all God. I think another part of that though is pointing out God at work in the community around me and in the lives of those serving.
It certainly does make for a complex situation to dive into.
April 27, 2007 at 9:11 am
Gwen
True Parke, I think when there is performance but it’s not for self, that there is a bigger picture for the good of others, that’s transformance.
When I think of Performance I think ritualistic and empty, just going through the motions because we were taught that Christians live a certain way or perform kind deeds. There doesn’t appear to be any life behind it.
April 27, 2007 at 10:19 am
parke
That’s fair.
April 27, 2007 at 10:23 am
Gwen
but sad…