Jehovah Jireh and Cole Haan

Yesterday was a hard day. After paying payroll we have exactly $111.32 left until our next check which will be some time. We never worry about food but that is not enough money for two brokers for gas until then. We can burn that in a week. I began searching my purse, old purses and cash stashes, and oh…couch cushions for any “lost” money. Guess what I found… 

CHshoe

 

a refund check for these. I had folded the check up and put it in a small compartment of my wallet and “forgot” it was there. (Who forgets a $300 check?) Remember how I whined at having to return them? I have never paid close to that much for a pair of shoes in my life, what was the matter with me? I am so completely ridiculous sometimes…(hello…I can hear you people…he he. I know, I know.)

Anyway, someone who loves us called us at 7:50 this morning. Although they don’t read this blog, they had been praying for us this morning and wanted to share this passage of scripture with us:

If you haven’t read this story in a while, read it while thinking about God’s provision. It’s all Him. It’s not our pleading, our belief in, our confidence in or our positive thinking. In the end, it’s the will of Jehovah. Soak it in. It’s Inspiring!

I received a rain cloud last night the size of a man’s hand. A little check in the form of $291.50. That’ll do! Thank you Jehovah Jireh and hello Payless.

Oh Lord, We Cast Down Our Idols

 

billclark

G.

This is an interesting tension that I’m not sure I’m ever going to fully understand. Practice is important (”train unto godliness”), performance is important (otherwise what’s all this talk from Paul about running races?) but transformation is what its all about (too many versus to mention) - but what’s cause? what’s effect? what’s the means? what’s the end?

Sometimes it seems like a gestalt test - the more you look at it, the more the images flip back and forth!

obahsomah

bill clark you are always thinking!

I think the performing part is to perform before one and only one…God. When we set out to proclaim and perform our deeds as something WE are doing, not something God is doing through us, then it is showing off.

Gwen…always getting me thinking way to early! Love you!

awarriorprincess

maybe its where the energy is coming from to begin with? maybe when we expect nothing in return? Maybe when we project the shekina shine away from ourselves? maybe when we walk away without having flown our banner at all and make people want to ask “why”?

parke

In some unhealthy situations there really is a sense of performance. I think that it’s worthwhile noting that sometimes we mistake things for performance that are healthy. For example, non-profits frequently tout what they are doing. There is a wrong way to do this, but they know that by touting what is being done (via the power of the supporters and with the energy of the receivers) encourages even more people to jump in. And there is a certain amount of that which you’ll see Paul doing in his letters. He praises what some people over here are doing in a letter that will go around so that others will be jealous to do good things.

There’s also an element of praising God. One of my roles in life is to praise God in my writing. Part of that is pointing out miraculous moments that are clearly all God. I think another part of that though is pointing out God at work in the community around me and in the lives of those serving.

It certainly does make for a complex situation to dive into.

Gwen

True Parke, I think when there is performance but it’s not for self, that there is a bigger picture for the good of others, that’s transformance.
When I think of Performance I think ritualistic and empty, just going through the motions because we were taught that Christians live a certain way or perform kind deeds. There doesn’t appear to be any life behind it.

Gwen

but sad…

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